Hello!

Yeah, unbelieveable but I'm still there. I know, about 1 1/2 a year or more have passed without any post at all... but a lot has happened during that time - I've attained full age in October for example .. Believe me,  A LOT has happened ... it's too much to write it all down, but on some things you should be updated to understand what I'm writing about in the future: I was in hospital in summer for 5 weeks, but the rules and the concept of the ward I was admitted to wasn't really the right for me ... but then in October, 2 days after my 18th birthday, my parents told me I HAD TO GO into hospital again. So instead of refusing to go I said ok and went to the ward I had been in in summer again for about 10 weeks. I had to reach a certain weight and after that I moved into a house where teens and young adults with psychatric disorders can live. so yep, since December I'm living in that house, on weekends I go home. And I'm so much better now! My OCD is still there, I can't deny that ... but at least I got my weight up to a normal one and I maintain it :)
I hope I have more motivation to update more often .. I've just realised again how writing out things helps to feel more free! :)
Have a nice weekend!