Good evening out there! :)

I'm not in the mood for writing a long post at the moment ... I had a really long day: I left at 7.15am for school and returned at about 5.30pm :/ and in addition, I didn't sleep that much last night and as a consequence I felt bad at school and my thoughts began running round .. that was really bad, I felt so down! :( But when I got home I just said 'Hello' to M (the mother of the family I'm living with at the moment) and she told me to sit down and we talked for a while. It did really good to me, she's so understandable and encouraging! :) I'm really thankful and happy about this conservation, really!
And to do something against the cold I just made me a cup of tea - mmm, nicely warming!:)

Tomorrow there's no school because the teachers have a further education at school and all students have a free day. :) In the morning I'm going to go riding again instead of this Saturday and in the afternoon I gotta go and work in the bakery. I just hope it won't be so freaking cold in the morning!! I can't stand the cold, it just makes me feel awfully terrible and makes bad thoughts come up :(

Does anyone know this feeling? That the cold makes you feel so bad that you even start doubting yourself?

Well, I'll just take a nice warm shower in some minutes, make me supper and watch a film or series!:)

xxx