Contract

Hey out there! ;)

I had to go see the doctor this afternoon to be weighed and today we finally got the contract concerning my weight done. I think I've mentioned it already in a previous post but I'll just explain it once more: For my therapy it is some sort of a condition that I go to a doctor to get weighed 'officially'. And part of that is a contract in which a certain weight is defined under which I should not fall .. otherwise - if I do so - I say (voluntary) yes to being sent to hospital to get it up again. The purpose is to make sure I can't lose weight without anyone noticing and as an assurance for my therapist that I won't suddenly faint or something like that during therapy.
So today we set the limit and on Thursday I'm going to give the signed contract to my therapist. But actually I hope that I'll never undergo this weight (I won't tell the number as I think it might be considered triggering and it is not a weight someone should desire to reach!) but during the last weeks my weight has maintained and I know that somewhen I'll have to get my weight up a bit..

Yeah, I still have some homework to get done so I'll hopefully be able to write some more in the next days :)

xxx